When I think about the future, I don't think I have one. Atleast not one filled with love and happiness. To me, it feels like no one will ever love me. I can't tell if it's because of my own self-conciousness or the fact that my first and only boyfriend was a catfish (if you havent read my previous posts, it's there). Recently I started watching some vlogs and it kind of makes me sad because I want that. I want to be happy with family and to have someone who loves me. Have any of you felt that way? I'm sorry if this is lame, I guess I just needed to talk about it.